All this time

All this time I've searched for love

All this time I've been praying up above

All this time I wished for only you

All this time I've been hoping you'll love me too

All this time I've fallen head over heals

All this time I know this is love i feel

All this time I've been thinking of you

All this time I've been longing for you

All this time I only want to be with you

All this time there's nothing left to do

For I only want to love you

And for all this time I know this is true

-anirod-

Struggle to find Glory

Above them all you stand tall

Infront of all you slowly fall

Just as you thought

Its' good things you brought

Above them all you seem so small

Below them all you start to crawl

Glory remains out of your sight

Then you realize you still have to fight

From all the judgments you gain strenght

So down on your knees to tend to bent

Saying you'll never give up

You still have to be back on top

Through your struggle you found glory

You say yourself nothing more to worry

Above them all you stand tall

Infront of all you say

  you will never ever fall

a poem for my stupid X

You looked at me filled with thoughts

Look what a disaster this love bought

Our hands are gripped together like knots

Our emotions are like a connected dots

Silently we looked at each other

Silently our minds begin to wonder

As you speak your words dismembers my heart

No wonder why now we grow apart

There's always chaos when our mouth starts to open

That's why our hearts are left broken

I pulled my hand and turned around

Then left you there without a sound

So much for love, so much for you

I'll never be coming back to you


-anirod-

for my stupid X.. always doing his way that drives me crazy

good things:

i asked you to hug me

but then you kissed me

i asked you to give me 1 rose

but then you gave me a dozen

i asked you text me

but then you called me

i asked you to hold my hand

but then you hugged me tight

i asked you to whisper you love me

but then you shouted it out loud

i asked you to sleep beside me

but then you stayed awake and watched me sleep

bad things:

i asked you to make me happy

but then you made me cry

i asked you to hold on

but then you let me go

i asked you to love me

but then you hated me

i asked you to stay beside me

but then you walked away

i asked you to talk to me

but then you prefer to keep silent

i asked you to love me again

but then you searched for someone else

i asked you to face me

but then you turn your back

i asked you to watch me cry

but then you closed your eyes

i asked you to feel how bad my heart hurts

but then you're acting numb

i asked you to hear my hopes

but then you prefer to be deaf

i asked you to stay

but then you walked away

you're always doing the opposite way and that drives me crazy..

-anirod-