i wish

huhuhu! i've seen something soooooooo nice in a commercial... as-in napa nganga talaga ako.. huhu! wish ko may ganun din ako.. e2 yun oh..

I wish to have this..:(

mean me!

Sorry Lord.. i made something bad today.. i sent a message to my friends saying "bad 3p na DASURECO (Davao Sur Electricity Corporation), stupid! useless! morons! dumb ass!" i was carried away by my anger, not knowing na ang mom nung isang friend ko dun nagwowork, and take take note! cya pa yung tiga patay ng kuryente..:( now i'm feeling so guilty... Sabi nya th DASURECO is just following orders nag dedepend lang sila sa schedule ng NAPOCOR... huhu! di ko talaga akalaing mahurt ko cya.. pero sure ako pag cya ang nasa kalagayan ko ganun din reaction nya... pero i really feel so mean... sorry talaga Lord for acting bad... for judging without knowing the reason behind.. and for my friend Xernan Lee Lapaz, this is my public apology for you...

happy easter!

just got home from the church.. isn't it so nice to think na humingi ka ng tawad kay Lord at pinatawad ka din Nya... parang ang sarap ng buhay na wala ka nang kasalanan.. pero dahil tayo ay tao laman, natetempt tayo na gumawa ng mali.. I regretted those days na inaaway ko mama at papa ko... nung di ko pa naaappreciate ang mga ginagawa nila para sa akin, alam kong para sa kabutihan ko yung ginagawa nila pero minsan kasi gus2 kong magdesisyon nang ako lang, kaya tuloy minsan nagpapalitan kami ng salita... i can't even remember the last time i told them that i love them, ngayon kasi nakakailang na sabihin yan.. pero pinapakita ko naman na mahal ko talaga sila, di ko nga sila inaaway, iniintindi ko na sila kasi nga matanda na sila... narealize ko they're not getting younger so why not i'll show them how much i love them, how much time do i want to spend with them... ayokong mawala sila, gusto ko forever na sila ang parents ko, pero alam kong darating din ang araw na iiwan nila kami... so habang andito pa sila, pinapakita ko sa kanila kung gaano ko sila kamahal... basta, i don't want to argue with them anymore, alam ko kasing nasasaktan din sila, ayoko maging selfish... Mama, Papa, mahala na mahal ko po kayo.. sana po kayo ulit ang magiging parents ko sa next life ko...:)) *sniff*

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well.. as a part of our tradition, me, my mum and my sister joined the prosisyon.. before, join lang ako ng join.. i mean di ko iniisip kung bakit kami sumasama, kasi sabi ni mama kabayaran daw yun sa mga nagawang kasalan namin... the long hours of prolonged standing and a 3-4 kilometers of walking following Jesus's coffin.. But kanina, i had the chance to think about something, to take everything seriously, i realized that andon kami para ihatid c Jesus sa kanyang huling hantungan,,, i almost cried kasi dinibdib ko lahat.. He died from the cross just to save us fron our sins.. He is worth to be praised... Tapos samantalang naglalakad kami, napansin ko yung ibang tao, di naman sa binabantayan ko ang mga kilos nila, it's just that di ko kasi maiwasan na mag comment sa isip ko lang... They seem to be busy chatting, laughing, and mapapansin mo talaga na walang sense yung pagsama nila... yung parang pakitang tao lang.. well, it's not that i'm judging them, pero mafifeel mo naman talga kung sino yung sincere sa ginagawa nila... Basta, halos napaiyak talaga ako, naisip ko ganun din ako noon nung di ko pa masyadong inintindi yung mga sacrifice na ginawa ni Jesus pra sa atin.... And nadifferentiate yung noon at ngayon, kung gaano kaseryoso yung mga tao sa mga panata nila before, tapos ngayon mabibilang mo nalang yung mga totoong nagmamahal sa Kanya.. lalo na ang mga kabataan, kasi parang wala talagang care sa mga nangyayari.. tsk! sana magbago na ang lahat agaya ko.. sana may maghahatid din sa kanila sa tamang daan.. ako gusto kong gawin yan, sana matulungan din ako ng iba para marerealize din nila ang mga narealize ko... and so that they will be back in the heart of worship like me, sana mahalin din nila c Lord ng buong-buo, na walang pagdadalawang isip... at pag nagawa na nila yun, SWEAR they'll receive countless blessings just like i do... kung sino man ang makakbasa nito, sana may marealize ka din.. magbalik loob na tayo.. God Bless

please listen to this.. open this link in a new tab to be able to read the lyrics while listening

Heart of Worship

Verse 1:
When the music fades
All is stripped away
And I simply come
Longing just to bring
Something that's of worth
That will bless Your heart

Bridge:
I'll bring You more than a song
For a song in itself
Is not what You have required
You search much deeper within
Through the way things appear
You're looking into my heart

Chorus:
I'm coming back to the heart of worship
And it's all about You,
It's all about You, Jesus
I'm sorry, Lord, for the thing I've made it
When it's all about You,
It's all about You, Jesus

Verse 2:
King of endless worth
No one could express
How much You deserve
Though I'm weak and poor
All I have is Yours
Every single breath

Bridge:
I'll bring You more than a song
For a song in itself
Is not what You have required
You search much deeper within
Through the way things appear
You're looking into my heart

Chorus:
I'm coming back to the heart of worship
And it's all about You,
It's all about You, Jesus
I'm sorry, Lord, for the thing I've made it
And it's all about You,
It's all about You, Jesus

Chorus:
I'm coming back to the heart of worship,
And it's all about You,
It's all about You, Jesus
I'm sorry, Lord, for the thing I've made it
When it's all about You,
It's all about You, Jesus