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The more I ignore my true feelings

The more I realize so many things

Every time I walk away from you

The road still leads me back to you

I heard your heart calling for someone

I just haven't heard who's the one

I always pray that is me

I always wish we're meant to be

I want to hug you and never let go

I want to tell you the things that you should know

I want to show you how much I Love You

And prove to you that it is true

But then I dunno how to start

I don't know if it's me inside your heart

If love can make us strong then why do I feel so weak

When I'm with you it seems like i dunno how to speak

If you're not that numb you'll see what is real

That I really am falling for you head over heels

There's so much more that's left unsaid

And those words kept bothering in my head

I can never be tired of loving you

I can never be tired of hoping you'll love me too

I hope you'll hear my heart screamin'

That you're the one I've been hopin' and dreamin'

I hope you'll be able to read this...

I Love You

if i'm really over him then why am i feeling this way?

my stUpid HEART believEs yoUr stUpid LIES

i jUst don't shOw it

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i'm just an ordinary person who hopes for the best in my life... a person who dreams of a perfect life and a person who wishes to be successful someday.. but now, my bright future is on the waiting list for my parents can't afford to send me to school.. i was down, felt useless and helpless for there is no way i can help them earn money for our daily needs.. i once had lots of friends, i once has always someone to talk to, i was once a happy person i use to go out with friends and come home so late... i was once on top but now felt at the bottom for i think i have nothing left.. my friends and dreams are all gone..(well that's what i thought) but then one day someone invited me to join a "campus break" where we praise and worship God by different kinds of songs...since that day i realized a lot of things.. like everything happens for a reason, that in every challenge God has given, i must face it and have to accept the all the things i encounter for God has a better plan for me.. i know in time i'll be able to reach my dreams (i'll be patient) still i'll be praying for the best and leave it all to Him..:D