update

oohhh!!! update before the said black-out...
yes.. 6hrs BLACK-OUT again.. it's funny when i see every house without lights..
it's like we are living in a secluded place..LOL
it scares me especially if the wind is cold (it gives me goosebumps)...

owh.... last night i was able to see the stars... i just love staring at it, sadly i haven't seen any falling star..
if i saw one i would wish, LONG TIME happiness.. and success.. yes! that's my ultimate wish

well... while looking at the stars i remembered so many things... like my life in high school, watching the stars with my friend.. i kinda miss doing things like that with them..
i kinda miss my life before.. u know when i wasn't like this, stuck at home, surfing the net, eat, txt, sleep, doing house hold chores..i miss going to school to..:(

uhmmm.... (sigh) i don't like my life now... i feel so alone... I BADLY MISS MY FRIENDS...T.T